Missions

There is a season for everything. I think my next season in church is to go out there and reach people...

1) Reach people who are far away from God. ( in or out of my sphere of influence)

2) Give and serve.

I may not have heard an audible voice but I know in my heart that there's something more that God has in store for me and it will happen in the most unlikely situations. I've learnt that because I'm such a high D, as much as I can try to plan it all, the best lessons I've had from God so far, happened in the most unlikely situations.

Musical auditions, CNY dinner... God planned it all beforehand to change me. :))

Argh.

It has only been the third week of work and I'm starting to get a lil frustrated. Managers keep sending me things to do, but none of them are around to help. As a result, I have a lot of work piled up because I have questions left unanswered. I spent half of the day changing half of a list of things, only to find out that I have to go back and redo! Argh!

I get frustrated because all these are operational tasks which are so time consuming and mundane, and they just keep piling up! Argh! Im thinking of bringing home work to do already. I want to get over and done with these because I want to do analysis. But I can't do it. Because I have all the stupid time consuming operational tasks, that I have so much trouble doing cos i face different issues everyday and the managers are never around for me to ask!

There's just so much expectations and pressure I place on myself to perform and do well. And I recognize that it is so unhealthy. :((